Huge Unexpected Life Changes
Only one year ago, I started to get back into my love for art. Never in my life I would’ve expected a year later that I would experience such drastic changes. As I was getting my new endeavors in order as a business owner August 13, 2024, feeling comfortable that I am finally finding myself, My Soulmate passed away. That morning, Aug12, 2024 shifted my life in ways I never saw coming because there was really no reason to. We had planned so many things and was planning to put a lot of things in action that same week, along with things that aren’t visibly listed ion this website. Although he confronts me through this pain, it is one of the HARDEST things that I have ever faced, and I can promise you that I have experienced some really hard things in my life. Luckily, I have an amazing support system even though I also have some unfortunate situations I would rather retreat from. I have also came to a point where I did not want to bother or burden anyone with my hurt and sorrow, because they have a life outside of my situation.
Throughout this time, some may have found out that I am a highly spiritual and intuitive being. Some knew this prior. I cannot lie, this situation has me questioning myself/gifts and the signs of his presence because I am emotionally conflicted. I sometimes wonder if I am hearing or seeing things that I desire from him because I miss him and love him terribly. Through this as well, I have received many confirmations. He has also sent me on a scavenger hunt where I am currently still putting pieces together with big “AHA” moments. There has also been many supernatural experiences that I tend to keep to myself so that I won’t appear too be a “nutcase” not that I’d ever care either. I believe there is a right time and a right place for everything. This alone is one of the things I feel like he is leading me to but I will announce that on another date when I pull it all or most of it all together.
My Michael was really a great human, with a huge heart, which is why I do not understand why, finding myself continuously questioning the Universe. In that same breath, I see why anyone would want him around. He is not a perfect human, but he was perfect for me and working towards being his best self, as he has helped me be my better self. This is not just something to say for a memorial of him, this MAN was truly remarkable, as his spirit carries on in the same fashion. We are a pair, 2 peas in a pod and had no major issues within our relationship. We could talk about anything and be in each other’s presence all day without friction. He loved me on my days of extreme anxiety, very patient with me, and even on my “not so pretty” days (in my opinion), and I did for him as well. Yes, at random times we got on each other’s nerves, but it never changed how we felt about each other. Now, I have no one in the physical world I can share my craziest experiences with without the thought of “sounding crazy”.
My next few tasks are to complete what we started. Through the next year, you will be seeing me introduce a few new things that may not be for everybody, and that is ok. I trust that whoever these experiences and projects find, is divinely put in place as it should be. These things will consist of spiritual things, spiritual experiences, intuitive arts, and events that calm and heal the heart, body, and spirit. Please be respectful and mindful during these times because again, if it is not for you, respectfully just stay away and find what’s best for you.
Vibe High. Stay Authentic.
Deangela
